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Interests: SLEEPING. shopping. doing the usual things girls love doing.
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Friday, November 13, 2009

Ups and Downs

Just as I thought my life took a turn for the better, another event came by and crumbled me totally again. A-freaking-gain. Tell me how my life can really suck.

Nonetheless, a silly boy named Daniel Ong has been there beside me all these while, taking in all my rubbish, seeing me cry and smile. Thank you. I really appreciate you.. Just as how you're there for me all the time, I will be there too..

I am.. "broken to be pieced more beautifully each time".


Monday, November 09, 2009

(:

With a bit of hope, things took a turn for the better.

And when I don't take things that seriously anymore, I became happier.

I've learnt to let go. I've learnt take everything in my stride. I've learnt to smile, again.

I want my old life back!


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

I admit defeat.

I am walking out. I am too tired.. Have I not tried? Have I not tried to find out what happened? But when I was told, I swore my heart was smashed..

Copied something from Dan's old blog post:

Friends

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.



Thursday, October 22, 2009

Who am I?

Who is Steph? She's nothing but a backup plan.

And she's still nothing..

She's.. she is..

The extra piece in a 4-piece puzzle. Just a bloody extra.


Tuesday, October 06, 2009

We're one, we're many, we're unique.

Dance and Primers camps ended, and I think I still can hear my body crying for rest.. It's been soooooo long since camp broke, but I still feel tired. As I told YanZong last night, this holidays is fun but saddening for me too.

I don't feel like doing anything. Even my favourite things.

See, the thing about being me is kinda like a love-hate thing. I enjoy the things that's given to me, but at the same time, I abhor the tight rein my parents are having on me. It's totally unfair; I'm missing out way too much.

But what can I do? I can only complain and whine about it. Can't do much, can I?



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